Hellos!

Zanaria , you have done it again ! I just read the taggs TODAY. And it really broke my heart ): Wow . How could such things happen sooo fast ? Well , duh . its ALL my fault marhs . Why didn't i tell them ? How could i not have tol my sisters ? yuhrs man , ZANA. I worship you luhrs . i wil kowtow to you ! You are the master of making people hate you to the full maximum ! First , him . Now , my own sister yueling hates me ! fuck ?! 4 words is all i can say .

MY LIFE PRACTICALLY SUCKS.

Congrats Zana , Congrats . If there was a competition in the world regarding this matter , I'd win 1st , 2nd AND 3rd prize for "THE MOST HATEFUL PERSON IN THE WORLD!" Oh , im not joking alrights . I have to say , i AM to blame . I don't deserve to be loved by others . You know , whats the point of even blogging when right now , my life sucks ? >:/ The teachers read my blog , they left a BADDY BAD impression of me . Imagine , what would my sisters think of me ? A TWO-FACE LIAR . AN ASSHOLE. I hate myself .I feel like killing myself . Why must i meet such wonderful sisters&friends in my life? They don't need me to be there so that they would be happy. If i didn't enter the school , i bet they'd be 1000x happier . Yueling hates me , Lisa's crying bcoz of me , if the other sisters read this , i dono what they'll do next . i seriously dono what to say . Im speechless . I suck . My life sucks . Everything about me sucks . Don't talk to me if you don't want to . Don't be my sister if you don't want to ; `Cause I can't bear to see you suffer like this . I can practically see my future . In my past school , i was hated . I this school , im gonna be hated .. AGAIN . In my whole life , im gonna be hated forever . Yeah , "whats the point of saying all this ?We all love you . We never say we never love you" Thats what ur mind thinks . but deep down inside ur heart , you know you hate me to the core . you know i suck .

I WAS once a strong girl . But now , that strong girl has shattered . Sisters , I'm sorry if i have let you down , whether it is now , or in the past ,or the future[if there is one] , I AM TERRIBLY SORRY. Hate me for all you want , curse me for all you want . So i guess now i know the meaning of , "Cherish your loved ones" Fooooohh . I hate myself . SISTERS , IFLY&IFMY.

CHILL LUHRS , BABE :DD