Would you still remember me ? Would you still remember me for a long time ?

When it's shining , means you're happy ..
When it's raining , means you're sad ..
The Sunset means you're embarassed ..
And The night sky represents your gentle embrace ..

I miss you soo much . But , what's the point of saying ? You won't return ):
You'll NEVER return . You said you'd be the sky so that you can watch over me forever .
I guess when you meant forever , what you really meant was 'for the time being' .
You left me to suffer alone , when you said you'd nvr leave me .
You left me to endure this pain by myself , when you said you'd nvr hurt me .
You left me to be with HER , when you said I was ur everything .

I guess all these months , you were lying to me . Not loving me .
I was loving myself , while you loved her .
Why must you do this to me ?
Why can't you just say from the beginning , 'i don't love you' than letting me suffer like this ?
The thought of our memories makes me wanna rewind , rewind and just pause right there .
So that that moment would last forever .
On Wednesday would be the very last day , you'd be walking me home .
Our very last moment together .
Our very last hug .
Our very last kiss .
Our very last Date .

& that day is also our fifth month together , B ;
B , i love you to the core . But you dont seem to appreciate it .
Happy Fifth Month , B .
& B , Goodbye Forever D`:

I told myself to move on , But some part of me just won't let go , B.

PS: Sisters , this blog is only entitled to you all ohkays . Sorry i didn't tell you about HIM. I wanted to , but now , It's all over D`:

B , i loved you like fcuk you know . But why , all of a sudden , you want to leave me ?
Remember you made a promise to me ?

"I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU , TODAY , TOMORROW AND FOREVER"

But i guess , promises are meant to be broken . I need you back in my life .
But since this wednesday is our fifth month anni ,I just have one question to ask ;
in all of these past 4 months , have you ever loved me ?
I'll b waiting at the usual place , B . Buy me Baby's breath , like you always do ;
And hug me for one last time before i let you go . Bring me back to those happy times .
Although I know it wont bring you back to me , at least , i had my 'happy ending' :`D

LIKE HOW THE SKY NEEDS THE STARS TO FILL UP ITS SPACE ;
THATS HOW I NEED YOU ;
TO FILL UP THIS HEART WITH YOUR LOVE , B.

Everytime I miss you , a star falls from the sky . So if one night , if you look up at the sky and see nothing but a gentle night sky ;It's all your fault `cause i fcuking hell miss you , B .